Valentine's Day came early for me.....

Oh my goodness!!! I got like the BIGGEST suprise at work today!!!!!

In the morning my mom was gettin ready to go to work and was putting on a valentine's day pin and then asked me if i wanted something to wear.  I was like no, valentine's day is stupid, blah blah.  Then later on when i got to work, i was out smoking with Kathy and we were talking about Valentine's Day.  I was sayin how it's such a silly holiday because why do people need a special day set aside to show their love to their significant other??  And I'm not just saying that because i'm single, because i have always said it.  Ok, so day goes on as normal and at 1 i go to lunch.  I get back at about 1:30 and walk into my cubicle and find a dozen roses with a cute little white teddy bear wearing a red sweater and im like what the heck!  The receptionist Annette comes over and im like what the heck is this, who is this from?? Shes like i dont know, open it, we're all wondering.  So i open the little card, and its from Paul!  I was sooo suprised, i ran passed Annette and was like OMG and went to Kathy....all teary eyed!! Haha i know, I'm such a dork!  I was like omg i can't believe he did this...i was soo beyond suprised!  Then when i found out that she knew, i was even more suprised, because well, Kathy doesn't keep secrets all that well haha.  I've never had anyone do anything like that for me so i was just so excited haha.  My boss Rose is like why are you crying, what are you going to wet your pants now?? HAHA ooh man.  So i called Paul to thank him and all and now we are going to hang out today after work.  He's going to pick up a bite to eat and bring it over for us to have some dinner (my parents are away so i was just plannin on a TV dinner haha) and then we're going to watch a movie together :)  And now, i am a nervous wreck!!!  Its just so frustrating all the awkwardness in the beginning phases of things when it comes to guys and girls and dating and all haha.  Sooo we will see what happens :)

Damn it's been a while since my last post! haha

So yea, its been quite a while, but not too much is new here.  Work is really the same ol stuff.  They have started up again a very little bit with teachin me some new things here and there, so we'll see :)  My tattoo is completely healed, still a tad dryed out, but yea i'm really happy with it!!  Ive just been hangin out and enjoyin life haha :)  Last weekend i actually went to a sex toy party with kathy and friends!!  It was really funny (mainly Dave and Paul haha) and interesting!  Next weekend i am supposed to be going to visit my friend John at Penn State, weather permittin tho.  The weekend after that he and his friend Dan are going to be coming to long island (dan's gf not lives on LI), buuuut i may be going to Atlantic City with Kathy, Dave and some friends!!!  I have to see once payday comes and i pay my bills tho to see if i can afford it.  And on that note, and it being 4:26am...im gonna head to bed.  <3

(not sure if this made all that much sense...im a bit sleepy haha)

http://www.myspace.com/luvapupp83  Hey all!! Check out the pics of my new tat!!!   So yea the whole experience wasnt bad at all, and it was fun!! When i got out of work i went straight there and when i walk in i see Rob in the chair just sittin there with his leg up, relaxin watchin the movie they had on in the place and textin peeps with his cell.  I was soo nervous and all haha.  So then they started havin me fill out the paperwork and crap and all that technical/legal stuff and then he showed me the drawin.  It honestly wasnt what i was picturing (i was plannin on smaller paw prints within the heart), but then i was like ooo i like it!!! So i sat in a chair (like straddling it haha) and it began.  He told me that he would first do a lil line to just let me see how the feelin is and if i was ok with it.  When he finished the line i was like thats it?! Hehe so yea i sat there for a lil over an hour and then i finally got to see it!  Aww its so cute!!  And the best part was that there really wasnt any pain! (i think Rob may have been a bit disappointed that i was such a "champ" as he put it haha)  As i was sittin there at one point while the guy was tattooing i was like hmm what should i get for my next one!! haha well they do say theyre addicting .  So after that me and Rob headed to Walgreens to get our baby ass ointment (A&D haha) to put on it and all and then for taco night at T & A's.  All in all it was a fun night!   The only annoyin part i guess i would say about the tattoo is that the a&d ointment gets onto my clothes and at times sticks ...but yea thats the worst part honestly! Welps back to work...peace out!

Ok, could today go any friggin slower???? geesh!  So this weekend was a great weekend!!!   Friday after work i went to Ali's house in Valley Stream and we hung out there for a bit tryin sketch and come up with ideas for my possible tattoo.  Then at night i hung out at T & A's just drinkin, playin some games and  bullshittin.  Then at about 2:30 Tom and Jesse decide they were hungry (umm can we say munchies?? haha)  and Rob had been textin me so he came to hang out and brought them some food from his deli.  We hung out there till about 5:30/6ish and when i got home and went up to bed, my dad's alarm clock was goin off to get up for work!  Saturday i woke up fairly early at about 11 i think and the day i must say is a blurr lol.  I think i went to T & A's and hung out and got coffee, but cant be positive!  Then my friend John from Penn State came to the island to visit on Sat night!!!! Woohoo!!!   It was nice to finally meet him and hang out with him and for him to finally meet my friends who i am always talkin to him about...and experience a night with us haha.  So yea we just did the same thing as the night be4 at T & A's except we decided to go to McDonalds (me & John) at 4 for peeps but all they had were like fish fillet sandwiches!  So me and john drove to West Hempstead back to robs deli for food for Tom, Jesse n Rob.  We again ended up hangin out there til about 6 and once again when i was goin to sleep my dads alarm was goin off hehe.  So then me and John woke up at 10 and watched Pirates of the Caribbean (he had never seen it be4!! and its def one of my fav movies, so i was like ya gotta see it!).  After that we just hung out watchin a lil tv and talkin and then he headed home.  I then went back to T & A's yet again lol and just hung out there with them again and got some coffeee and all that good stuff :)  Then at night we went over to Nicki & Nicoles to watch the season 3 premiere of L Word!! woohoo :)  Had a good time.  Hung out there til like 1 and then came home and went on the comp and went to bed at like 3 just to wake up to shower and go to work the next mornin! lol can ya tell i was a bit sleep deprived?? haha but i will say....adderall!

And now, today is goin so friggin slow bc im so anxious/nervous/excited about gettin my tat today!!!!!! woohoooo